Confe$$ion$

well i was just on a blog that i followw . for girls . & i came across an entry about confessions . & i thought that was pretty neat , you know , just because . that girl was just tellin the truthh & yeaahs . EVERYone & ANYone can view it . & its pretty latee & im really sleepy & tired so thats what im gonna do tonighttt .


Im not perfect , & I dont try to be .
I just like doing things to an extent where Im satisfiedd .
Im not the smartest person youll meet .
Nor am I the dumbest, I guarantee .
Im not really funnyy . I think people just laugh at me .
I have soooo many flaws ; I cant even name .
I dont feel comfortable in my own skin most of the time .
Sometimes I feel like life can be waayyy better .
But im pretty much satisfied now w. the little I havee =]
Most of the time I feel like its my fault for everything bad that happens .
I get really nervous around big crowds ; just because I think people might be looking at me .
I dont like when people stare . Yuck ! It makes me feel uglyy .
My mom is . Better than your mom ! Like a BFFFFFF ! Haha . No lieeee .
My sister is one of my heroes . Even though shes younger .
My dad . Well . I dont have the best dad in the worlddd . Unfortunatelyyyyy
I love dancing . Though Im not good at ittt . I thinkk
I love singing . It helps relieve my inner selff ! Mwuaha !
Im always on the computer . Doing nothingggg , AT ALLL .
I feeel really emo sometimes . like seriouslyy .
When loved ones lecture mee , I always want to cryy .
Im very sensitive , & I hate it .
Im weirdd . But coooool ;]
I have a big bodyy & small hands & feeet .
I like somebodyy , but im madly in lovee w. somebody else .
& Everyday I just hope that I can be able to talk to himm & if he'll ever feeel the same .
Everydayy I just want him to notice me like I notice himm
I just want to tell mom how I really feel & that she'll one dayy accept that Im growin upppp !
I wish I was sixteeeen alreadyy .
I am soo bummed that mom will not allow me to date at sixteeeen .
I feel that Ive disappointed & hurt mom soo many times .
I hate how I am my worst critic .

But Im me . & I love being me .
I love being imperfect . I love having flawss
I love that I can hate myself at times ,
but others love meee .
I lovee how singing & dancing makes me , ME .
I love how weird but yet coool I am .
I love how different & unique I am from others .
I love how I can be able to confess all these pointless things
& not stress over it .
I love my life . Because its MiNE . & this is how it is .
I wouldnt change my life for anybody elses .
I am the one who leads my destiny .
I love my Heavenly Father & how with him ,
All Things Are Possible .

Thanks everyone who reads my blogg ! Thanks for all the love & support . & taking your time to read this .

MUCHlOVEE

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